LIfe is pushing us forward, and never can we get control over how fast it goes. we try to breath fast enough to catcch up with its tempo.

Dont konw why i feel tired most of the time, probably cauz im a lazy person. Always wana lay down, and just listen to some soft and soothing music. And try to feel that time can go really slow too, by minute, by second. once a while i wanna wacth some sad movies and cry, not cause im a sad and negative person, but cauz i could be less stressful after.本身做人很被动，喜欢被事情或人推着自己向前（doesnt seems like a very good thing) But not most of people fee llike being pushed, 总是看到朋友被事情困扰， 眼神带着哀伤和疲惫，困惑和犹豫。we have so many options in our life, but it is hard sometimes that for us to make the right decision. Economic tells us that self interest people make dicisions where marginal cost equals marginal benifit, but Business pople will say that ethics are important too. In life, we make our choices along the way. what we feel like doing is not always what we should do, 做不到自己喜欢的， 而只能副有责任感的，理智的解决问题。更多的时候感觉到的是被生活逼得无路可退。刚刚收到朋友的一封信，不知道要怎样回答她，我想生活本来就是这样吧，once a while it will make u feel tired and useless, but we are growing up in our experiences, then it is a good thing after all有的时候不知道该给出怎样的意见，just always telling them that  make a decision that u wont regret at least in next 2 years. Its our self who can make our own life better, we cant depend on anything else。 所以，只有自己才能让生活适应自己的节奏，朋友，生活是自己的。我只想问你想怎样做呢？